I Am Dumb...

Why am I so dumb in making decisions?

For everything that I have in my life, I always have this guilty feeling that I have not done anything right. I have always thought when I was a young boy (might’ve been because of pressure from other people) that I am a bright kid… intelligent… unique person. A rare breed!

But as I am growing old, these attestations are slowly going all wrong. I am starting to believe that I was raised with a just a mere fairy tale. Everything that I was made to believe is a big lie. I am not really the one they thought I was. It’s all wrong! How if the only truth in this world is just a lie? Is there really a Messiah that the humankind is waiting for? Is there really life after death? Are there really spirits and ghosts wandering in non-life forms? Are there really aliens? Is Charles Darwin right? Is Big Bang Theory true?

Are there really concrete answers to these questions? To these unsolved mysteries as uncountable as the multitude of heavenly bodies in the universe? And who would answer these? Am I going to believe? Do I still believe?

Believing to anything is something that I have to decide, for now.

If I am intelligent, why am I dumb in achieving these decisions…

Welcome Back to my Multiply Account... whew!

Finally, I got my Multiply account back!

Multiply administrators deleted my previous account due to copyrighted materials uploaded, according to the advisory that I received few weeks before I lost access to my own account. I’m guilty anyway because I uploaded all tracks and albums that I have with my favorite artists. I almost wanted to upload everything that I have in my 80Gb hard disk. Sometimes, I really believe that being sloth is not a deadly sin, it is an advantage!

To those who still have copyrighted MP3s in their accounts, be warned now, otherwise, you’ll savor the same consequences that I suffered when I found out one day that my account no longer exists. I still will upload MP3s anyway, but not the full album and not all tracks from one particular artist anymore. And I’ll try to find a way that all tracks I will be uploading will be restricted and such.

Let’s get back to my real Obertian world…